Feelings Kept in My Heart
I am reminiscing my High school joys.
Those days when I first had my "puppy love"...
As if heavens covered my days...
Teen love is very real and Powerful.
Everyday I considered it special because of LOVE.
Perhaps at no other time in our lives are the joys and pains felt as strongly, or experienced more deeply..
Who among us, after all, can ever forget our first love?Though it will die but the thought is there..
..
It will remain forever and can't be erased..
But things change and so do people..
Those days were just memories kept in the brain.
Now, there are far more important things to be remembered.
As time flies, feelings change and reality starts to pop up.
So many times in our lives, things come across us and we don't realize until later how much they really meant to us.
Life is full of difficult choices.
And when we don't make them quickly enough, they are often made for us.
A friend introduced me to someone whom I never consider as somebody that important.
I know it's silly, but it's also true that this man is just like the others, oh so hard to read..
But he had planted his face in my mind like a seed.
At first I was so hesitant to agree upon having this text mate or what they called "meeting" but I was thinking I have to because I need to find somebody whom I can talk with, share my sentiments with..
As you know, I am not getting any younger, so it's good to search earlier than regretting afterward thinking it's too late...
There are some instances when we are afraid to love again.
We may feel that we don't want to experience another downfall.
Fears of rejection should never hold us back.
But, sadly, they often do.
For me, I am always open to changes.
I really admired the man who made the motto "There's no harm in trying".
After all, it's just a try, who might think it will work..
For now, I am in the stage of getting to know the man..
We talk, we text everyday and I am really happy these things are happening.
Not to mention his name yet, soon you will find out.
I just had these questions in mind..
What does he think of me? Does he feel the same way?Sometimes it's hard to tell that person how you feel, especially if you don't know how they feel about you in return.
I made this short poem expressing my feelings towards him especially when I wish I could tell him this.
FEELINGS KEPT IN MY HEART I have this feeling for the guy I see Does he think of me? I wish I could tell him he makes me whole and he is the anchor of my soul I just thought what if I would lose him? I am afraid I will be lonely again I don't want to be alone for I will miss his voice over the phone He is there to make me laugh He does certain things that I feel loved I wish I could tell him what I'm feeling now and for him to know I am not that strong to show my feelings I don't want to prolong.
Those days when I first had my "puppy love"...
As if heavens covered my days...
Teen love is very real and Powerful.
Everyday I considered it special because of LOVE.
Perhaps at no other time in our lives are the joys and pains felt as strongly, or experienced more deeply..
Who among us, after all, can ever forget our first love?Though it will die but the thought is there..
..
It will remain forever and can't be erased..
But things change and so do people..
Those days were just memories kept in the brain.
Now, there are far more important things to be remembered.
As time flies, feelings change and reality starts to pop up.
So many times in our lives, things come across us and we don't realize until later how much they really meant to us.
Life is full of difficult choices.
And when we don't make them quickly enough, they are often made for us.
A friend introduced me to someone whom I never consider as somebody that important.
I know it's silly, but it's also true that this man is just like the others, oh so hard to read..
But he had planted his face in my mind like a seed.
At first I was so hesitant to agree upon having this text mate or what they called "meeting" but I was thinking I have to because I need to find somebody whom I can talk with, share my sentiments with..
As you know, I am not getting any younger, so it's good to search earlier than regretting afterward thinking it's too late...
There are some instances when we are afraid to love again.
We may feel that we don't want to experience another downfall.
Fears of rejection should never hold us back.
But, sadly, they often do.
For me, I am always open to changes.
I really admired the man who made the motto "There's no harm in trying".
After all, it's just a try, who might think it will work..
For now, I am in the stage of getting to know the man..
We talk, we text everyday and I am really happy these things are happening.
Not to mention his name yet, soon you will find out.
I just had these questions in mind..
What does he think of me? Does he feel the same way?Sometimes it's hard to tell that person how you feel, especially if you don't know how they feel about you in return.
I made this short poem expressing my feelings towards him especially when I wish I could tell him this.
FEELINGS KEPT IN MY HEART I have this feeling for the guy I see Does he think of me? I wish I could tell him he makes me whole and he is the anchor of my soul I just thought what if I would lose him? I am afraid I will be lonely again I don't want to be alone for I will miss his voice over the phone He is there to make me laugh He does certain things that I feel loved I wish I could tell him what I'm feeling now and for him to know I am not that strong to show my feelings I don't want to prolong.
