Bewildering feelings have ripped my heart, The struggle is going on inside me and I am falling apart.
Life is becoming past, And things are going very fast.
I am not able to keep pace, Going is tough for me to even face.
I had never thought about this to happen, Things have changed like all of a sudden.
As I stood still only to watch, Threads were left for me to catch.
So much passed by in front of me, I didn't even know what to hold and what to let go of me.
The past I cherished, just perished, What is left with me can never flourish.
Everyone is here to see, What I could have been and what I ended up to be.
I am clobbered and slaughtered, Whatever it is I can see that no one is bothered.
Life has just taken a U-turn, I just saw sweet memories burn.
Life will turn out this way, Really I had no idea, I swear.
This is turning out to be a disaster, I just wanted to live happily ever after.
Nothing matters to me now, I feel pain even if someone shows love.
My attitude towards life has changed drastically, I don't see myself overcoming it easily.
I am dead living body now, Hoping to come to life, but how? I see it when I close my eyes, I can feel it when I open my eyes.
It's here in every part of me, It's there in every thought of me.
It's not a benefit that I can avail, It's a curse and all I can say inside me now darkness prevails.
Prateesh Dhar