Alejandro Diaz
5/13/14
Enlightenment
In the first grade I walked into class nervous as heck because I was never a school person; I understand that everyone's nervous on the first day of school but I was probably on another level. We had to write our names in flashcards and I only knew how to spell Alex, not Alejandro. In the end of the year my teacher believed I wasn't as prepared as everyone else and wanted to hold me back, but my mom refused. Thirteen years later I have come to understand that I am one of the smartest persons in the world, and certainly more prepared than anyone I have ever met.
I am the most honest and down-to-earth persons I have ever met as well, and as prideful as I sound stating that I am intelligent I say it with as less pride as it needs and I don't look down to any human being or conscious mind. I believe everyone is just focusing on the wrong things. My life has never been simple or easy. When I was going into the sixth grade my parents were divorcing, and I was forced to move somewhat far and go to another school. I was very lonely at this time, and I came back to Orange Grove Middle School in Hacienda Heights and in the eighth grade I was forced into another situation where I was alone that I won't explain. I have come to understand that loneliness creates a more thorough search for purpose and critical thoughts.
In my early years of high school I understood that society was brainwashing us, and the American dream in modern society was a joke. Now I will cut to the chase, as a senior I have come to realize that everyone has been tricked, driven away from the truth. The truth is that we have no idea how we exist, and that the government and everything that we see has blinded us into ignoring this fact. The way this has happened is just the TV and everything else causing us to believe our old theories are true, such as some Newton theories as well as the Big Bang Theory. All of these theories have flaws, even gravity. The government and society has just given us too much to do to critically think. We cannot solve problems using old ways of thinking, we must have open minds and create new ways of thinking. Our theory on how the earth was formed is also flawed, as Newton's theory was just assumed correct due to his other accomplishments. It is simple to say that our earth has layers and a core, but it may not be true, it is so deep€¦how can we know. Though maybe it is true, but this isn't my point.
Time is connected to the brain, humans take things step by step, dogs seem to see a few minutes into the future, and if you are on heroin two minutes feels like two hours. In this past year I have personally accepted that our mind evolves just as mammals physical abilities do. In 2014, my mind seemed to have evolved a little. I have had dreams of the future and have found other people with similar and also other abilities, such as remote viewing. I talked to someone who said they had a dream of the future and without going into detail, he had a blue pen in the dream, and when it happened in reality it was red. I have read into things that suggest that there are extra-dimensional beings, and that they are not very nice. Obviously, all of these things can be incorrect or made up, but remember, you must unlearn what schools have taught you; we need to have open minds and consider things even if they sound crazy or bizarre. Stubbornness is what drags everyone down from their true potential in this world, because considering everything is the key to enlightenment. Schools were initially created to judge and improve our intelligence, but in this country it has been shifted to keep us focused on our materialistic American Dream, and a test of loyalty, determination, and still of course some sophistication, though I feel not enough.
Before the 17th century enlightenment I believe the world was more mystical, and the pharaohs were evil and attempted to create a power placing the pyramids in spots where electromagnetic lines cross, maybe that's why their country is dying, it is possibly their punishment. After I learned about these dimensional beings, and began thinking €right€, I was attacked. Over the course of a week I was attacked each night by evil, or the devil. I was attacked through the mind, and I saw the ugliest most disgusting things I have ever seen€¦it was like the definition of the devil. The following night I thoroughly prayed and put a cross under my pillow and I hadn't been attacked since. It has been three nights since then and I am telling my story because I believe I am meant to, even if it means the devil killing me somehow.
People doubt that god exists probably because of how greedy everyone is. As well as people dying every day and how we are controlled by advertisements and money. But I have come to believe that all of this was put upon us because it is the best happiness that exists, and that knowledge of dimensions and the after-desire to experiment with it is true power, which is not good. I believe we would only find darkness through true power. Though I don't know if we would ever actually be able to bend time and dimensions, I do know that we may have if we began thinking like this from the beginning, and we weren't turned away from it for even longer due to the enlightenment in the 17th century. And so god created beings that were simple, and could find happiness through other simple means. I believe that in god's eyes, he could create the world in seven days, and in ours it is billions of years. Realities are different, an eagle has a zoomed up vision, a gold fish is stuck looking at a blur which is their fish bowl. I believe that it doesn't matter which religion you believe in, and that they all have the same element to be good, and that is all that matters. The main element of good is to forgive, and so our merciful creator(s) will forgive most of us and that he/she(s) is the face of all religions. People lose faith because we die every day, but it is best to think of it as our creator not seeing it that way, that life is not as precious as it seems, that something greater comes after€¦.but it doesn't explain babies who die in a 3rd world country. I believe that God is powerful, but so is the Devil and that he may have the power to manipulate our minds. Maybe I will be called a fool here among men, but I only care what something greater thinks of me. This body is just a vessel, and the human conscious is our true being. I may sound crazy with all of this, but I feel like it is inevitable that a crazy person is due to save us.
Throughout history people have always said that we must think of the children, or the future, but as they are saying this they still continue to brainwash our children to think like old; to ignore the government's lies, to be narrow-minded, to let the powerful control the weak, to continue how the past always has. We have always wanted to be equal, so why can we not be equal already? We despise Hitler for wanting more or being greedy, yet we continue to be greedy. The future needs to BE the future already; we must change this world before the past destroys it. What stops everyone from change is evil; we need €powerful€ to keep control of the murderers and thieves, to keep us and our children safe. But what is the root of evil? Greed, money, what if we got rid of the concept of money? There wouldn't be anything to steal, or a reason to murder. You're probably thinking how could we get rid of money? It's impossible€¦well what if the leaders of our countries devised a plan, obviously you wouldn't be able to get rid of it in one go, in an instant. But with time, and a well thought out plan€¦you can do it. We have televisions, we have movies, we have everything that we have used before to brainwash people to gain individual power, why can't the human race use it to gain power as a whole? We say it is ridiculous that a snake possessed by the Devil brought money and greed in this world; I find it more ridiculous that humans can't get rid of what a su